Were do I want to be?

I think the main reason I started this blog was to sort though what I want in the future.

I work a typical 8:30-5:00 job. I work for the same company as my wonderfully smart video game playing husband... He loves what he does. He is a programmer. Its like he speaks a million different languages that I have no comprehension of at all. ($admin = "MYSQL USER NAME";)Yeah I have no idea what that does. He is very fluent in programmer. While I can pick out a few words here and there but mostly his side of the office just confuses and bores me. ANYWAY! the point of that rant is I want to find that love for something. I would like to do something that I can have the freedom to go outside on warm days and just lay in the grass. I want to be home with my baby girl that isn't going to be a baby for much longer.

I love being creative and obscure. I started a scrapbook for my daughter that I was planning on giving her for her first birthday. I didn't think I would like it as much as I do. Every new page that I do I find different elements that look so great together. But what I have noticed the most is how much I love photos. I have always loved taking pictures and going on adventures. With Christmas just around the corner all I have asked for is MY camera. I want a Nikon d90 it is not the lowest end SLR but its not the high end either I think it would be great for practicing and perfecting what I really love doing. I think what I would really like to do is photography and event planning.

Over the next year I think I am going to practice and take some classes. Maybe I can figure out how to get what I want out of life. But for right now I am going to concentrate on my baby and my husband and all of our events these next two months. We have a birthday, an anniversary, and all of the other family holidays.